I Saw Me

by Victrix

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1.
A New Thing 02:45
I am pressed For a hit Haven't felt For a bit Nothing then Nothing now No one here I can tell I feel numb My senses dulled A silent cry To be lulled A new thing A new thing A new thing A new thing Let's be out To unfeel Does this dare Meet mind's eye Keep awake Like before The storm recurred In mother's sky Are we pushed To feel sane To unsee 'Neath this high A new thing
2.
Do You Know 02:47
Do you know What you did Wasn't cool Bet you do Do you know 'Bout my shame Faced everyday 'Fraid to name Do you care For other girls Take their trust Turn their worlds Do you feel You're justified Think the law Will run and hide Do you see How I tried To feel your love Guess it's dried Do you know (...do you know) Do you care (...do you care) Do you feel (...do you feel) Do you see (...do you see) Do you know (...do you know) Do you care (...do you care) Do you feel (...do you feel) Do you know Your disease Brought me down To my knees Do you care Your selfish lies Made me cry So many times Do you feel Apathy Your empty husk Absorbed my wings Do you see How I hide To save myself From pain inside Do you know (...do you know) Do you care (...do you care) Do you feel (...do you feel) Do you see (...do you see) Do you know (...do you know) Do you care (...do you care) Do you feel (...do you feel)
3.
A threat to ruin Hall pass denied What’s years I’ve suffered when they think it's worthless? I choke on needless pills Quiet rooms aren't silent Void interaction Give numb to my senses and sleep through the pain There's no one I can please Bystander watching me Turning your head Bed sheets are strangling me My healer has fled I'm Dysfunctional Forgive me I can't stay Can you hear me? Can you cure me? Deny my reality Fault my strength Put on a fake face Smile and no one will know Shoulders are heavy Waiting too long Say nothing is wrong A fatal fallacy Bystander watching me Turning your head Bed sheets are strangling me My healer has fled I'm Dysfunctional Forgive me I can't stay Can you hear me? Can you cure me? I'm Dysfunctional Forgive me I can't stay Can you hear me?
4.
I Saw Me 03:29
Struggling blind (...you saw me) Echoed cries (...you saw me) Tattered mind Try to escape (...you saw me) Shadowed place (...you saw me) Vision scaped With familiar voice (...you saw me) Ear to your words (...you saw me) Staggered choice Through the cloud (...you saw me) Gaze returned (...you saw me) Shattered crowd You saw me, and I saw you Looking into my own eyes, I saw me Not too late (...I saw you) Reintegrate (...I saw you) Renew my slate I could possess (...I saw you) Sign of faith (...I saw you) To not oppress Match in the mirror (...I saw you) Dampened fear (...I saw you) Hope was near Took a stand (...I saw you) Reprimand (...I saw you) Extend a hand You saw me, and I saw you Looking into my own eyes, I saw me You saw me, and I saw you Looking into my own eyes, I saw me
5.
Zombie 02:18
Can't think, mind's powered down Can't see through distant clouds Can't hear, these thoughts are loud Can't move, can't feel my feet Can't breathe, my lungs have seized Can't shake my sanity Walk through life through the ups and the downs While asleep in my mind to drown out the sounds Like a zombie Can't sleep, dreams straight from hell Can't fight this limbo spell Can't flee my demon’s cell Can't feel, I'm buried deep Can't hide from my defeat Can't live among the sheep Walk through life through the ups and the downs While asleep in my mind to drown out the sounds Like a zombie Is this real? Is this a dream? Stuck looking through a stranger's eyes This can't be life I can't be numb Can't feel alive if I'm not living Like a zombie

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The songs explore the dark and often controversial aspects of human existence. Victrix is the moniker under which these narratives flourish, a name that encourages self-discovery, embracing and feeling empowered by personal identity while facing your own demons.

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released December 8, 2023

All songs written by Michaela Gilchrist

Produced, recorded, and mixed by Chris Dadge at Child Stone Studios, Calgary, AB

Additional recording by Michaela Gilchrist

Mastered by Jay Arner

Artwork by Mirela Malimban

MG: vocals, guitar, keyboards, synth, sequencing, drum machine programming
CD: drums, percussion, bass, keyboards, synth

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Victrix Calgary, Alberta

Connecting the dots between bedroom folk, chamber pop, and the darker side of dream pop, Victrix weaves together the more confessional side of classic songwriting with a strong penchant for synths, drum machines, and tastefully deployed melodic ornamentation, betraying an abiding interest in the granular details of songcraft and arrangement, very much inhabiting its own particular sonic universe. ... more

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